Like the title says. Here I am. Not too sure I'm digging this background. I don't like busy backgrounds. It's too visually stimulating but we'll see. I'm going to give it a little time because I don't like going in and changing shit either because it takes forever.I'm not new here. I used to be kid420 but had to abandon that diary and since I don't know how to just simply change my username like Life did back in the day (Dude if you can still do that let me know) I just made a new me. So yeah. 3 or so years of history are back at kid420 so if you really want to know go there.
Live and learn.
So I met this guy. Yeah, another one. No not sexual. Just a guy. Actually an old dude and he's pretty neat. He's a friend of mine now for the time being. It's all transient. So he thinks that my life is like the neatest thing in the world and stuff and it's oh so different and shit. I don't know. I've lived my life. Did it the best I knew how to at any given time. I've seen some spectacular things both positive and negative. Made some good and bad decisions and learned and I feel so incredibly bad for people that have never seen anything.
I don't talk about my life for the most part because people that I run into day to day can't wrap their minds around it. I mention bits and pieces when people question my background when it comes to forming an opinion about something. It really pisses me off when people think that I don't know what I'm talking about. I know shit loads of stuff. I make mistakes and know I'm making mistakes. And I talk a lot from experience. Like if you want to know about drug and drinking abuse I'm like an encyclopedia. And up here there is like no knowledge of that. It's still socially acceptable up here. It's a community of enablers and it's pathetic.
Fucking drug use pisses me off in general. It's so stupid. And we're talking any drugs pot and up. Drinking is it's own thing but drugs piss me off huge. And it pisses me off to hear these people up here going, "Oh it's just pot." Fucking whatever. And the people saying this have not been deeply involved in that culture. And it's its own sub-culture too. And it really is that complicated.
It just pisses me off. I'm not going to go on about it today because I don't want to. I lack the interest to do so because I have just managed to piss of the stoners and the smalltown people all in blow there and talking to both is like talking to a wall.
I need to find me some raves to go to.
I need to write to Pat also. Shit. I'm going to haul ass and do that.
Tonight is Ed night. Steve is going to be late so I jokingly wrote him an e-mail saying that it gives me more time to corrupt Ed. Steve said I can't corrupt Ed because it's not nice. I think that in acutuality I just can't corrupt Ed but it's a welcome challange. Plus I like the fact that Ed pisses Casey off and I would pay to see that.
Steve and I are indeed going bowling on Saturday still. Liek I said he's going to be late and it's because of PTA so he might be pissy.
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